Struggling...

I'm struggling today.   The scale refuses to move even though I'm trying.  I'm frustrated and emotional too.

I've been watching this show Heavy on A&E...  But I'm watching it on Netflix.  These people are so encouraging.  I hope I can do what they do...

I think I'm just tired.. all the time.  I think it's because of work that I'm so tired.  Getting up at 3am and going to bed at 9pm or later, i'm exhausted.

All I need is some scale motivation.  I just want to see it move... Please?

I think I'll go do some zumba... maybe that'll cheer me up a bit..

*5 minutes later*  Nope zumba is not meant for someone who's body still moves after they stop.  I nearly threw my back out... even if the guy teaching the class is a hottie... I can't do that yet... :(

OMG! No wonder my scale isn't moving.. I thought my LOW CARB Breakfast that I've been having the last 3 weeks was a really good, safe bet. I decided to try fatsecret today and apparently it's 16 carbs! :'( I am so frustrated at myself... 3 weeks, almost 4 ... WASTED! I guess it's HARD induction for me... How in the world am I ever supposed to deal?

God help me..