once again...

I'm starting over, once again.  I got off my diet for a little over a week.  I ate whatever I wanted, and I didn't exercise.  I was TIRED.  Hell, I am TIRED.  I'm so tired.  During the work week, I'm only getting 4-5 hours a night.  The only way to remedy that would be to spend less time each night with Elvis.  I hate that thought!  They have gotten more work, and he's busting his butt, every day.  The only reason he even got a day off is because it rained.  Today, he's out pumping the water out of 36 pier holes, and pumping out all the water off the surface.  He's doing it all by himself.  Oh, and the worst thing?  He's sick.  I'm afraid he's gonna end up with pneumonia.  :(

Last week, I applied for a job in Air Cargo.  I interviewed really well, but I didn't get it.  They went with someone that needed less training.  The recruiter could give me no negative feedback about the interview, just said that they went with someone stronger.  I kinda wanted this job, but truth be known, I REALLY want the Ops agent position.  I've heard it will post soon.  I really really hope so.

I've lost 40 lbs so far, and I have so much more to lose.  So much more I NEED to lose.  I really want to get there.  I need to focus.  I'm important.